Dying Can Be So Beautiful

     I watched an entertaining show the other day. 

     On a solid, smooth log in the forest, I took my front row seat and settled in to enjoy the action.  We are in the middle of fall, that aptly named season when nature reminds us that death too can be beautiful.  For several weeks past and for several more to come, the leaves on the maples, oaks, hickories, and others are letting go into death, their work of capturing sunlight and nourishing the trees complete.

     I looked about me, enjoying the forest’s calm that always soothes me.  Then my eye caught the movement of a dry, curled form, broken loose from high above and drifting down, wafting a little this way, a little that way, until it reached its resting place on the ground.  The course of the leaf’s fall reminded me of lightening;  seldom does it take a direct route to its destination.

     A few moments later, another leaf began its descent.  I watched as it lazily made its way down.  And I laughed out loud as it landed on its edge, perched there for a moment, and then fell over to lie flat, unmoving, among its fellows.

     No fair!  Now two leaves were falling at the same time!  My eyes, darting back and forth in my attempt to watch them both, focused on neither, and I missed out on really observing either one.

     Looking up, I noticed a curled leaf falling from a high chestnut oak branch.  But after only a few yards, the oak leaf’s journey was halted prematurely.  Catching in a tangle of leaves still attached to a branch below, the leaf will rest there awhile, until a breeze comes along and sends it on its way again.    

     Very near my log I noticed a shrivelled red leaf bobbing near a tip of a twig extending from a tiny, young red maple tree.  But the leaf was not even attached to the twig!  It appeared to be fluttering about in the air, all on its own!  Only when I got up and peered closely at that space between the little dancing leaf and the tip of the tree could I see that the thinnest of filaments was holding the leaf in proximity to the tree.  Was it a spider’s thread?  I don’t know, but it held the leaf firmly, despite all the leaf’s shaking.  This leaf too would have to wait to reach its final resting place.

     The sight of the dead leaves making their unique journeys to the earth was accompanied by another pleasure–the sounds they made.  Sitting on my log, I sometimes heard a light scratching sound as a leaf brushed past other leaves or branches on its way down.  And when the newly fallen leaves reached those who have gone before, on the ground, the sound of their meeting was dry and soft, a pleasing whisper.

     So I sat and enjoyed, waiting for the next leaves to fall.  Then I heard the sound of rain on leaves.  There were enough of them still fixed to the branches above me that the rain drops didn’t reach me.  But then the rain picked up the pace, and I heard the drops tapping on the leaves scattered around me.  Then I too started to feel the rain, on my head, on my hands.  It was time to go inside.  The show was over, at least for now.–April Moore

Artwork below by Aliki Mikulich

5 Responses to “Dying Can Be So Beautiful”

  1. Diane Says:

    As usual, your writing make me feel as if I am there. I am calmed and contented.
    Diane

  2. Tanya Says:

    Thank you! I, too, have been enjoying the leaves falling. I took a tour to Richmond to see some trees pictured in Remarkable Trees of Virginia and one was dropping leaves at a fast pace. There we were, a group whose ages ranged from mid 50’s to mid 80’s, running around trying to catch leaves in their descent! We all felt about 8 years old!

  3. April Says:

    I love the image Tanya describes of all the senior “8 year olds” chasing after the leaves! We’re never too old to play outdoors!

  4. Joan Brundage Says:

    I loved your writing—it brought back happy memories of sitting in an Autumn forest when I lived on the east coast. Thanks, April.

  5. Todd Price Says:

    It’s odd.
    We almost always shudder and feel an emptiness when witnessing death, at least a sadness.
    yet, when the leaves fall, i don’t feel fear but only admire it, enjoy it, and just gaze in wonder.
    i guess death has another side to it …..

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