Little Yellow Fish
This lovely poem recalls a delightful experience with a fish. It was written by my friend Jan Frazier.
Little yellow fish,
    you swim somewhere
         in the turquoise Caribbean
that laps the reefs of St. John.
    You slice ripply shafts of sun,
         mouthing algae from the chalky ridges
of a brain coral.
    Or maybe by now
         you are in the belly of red snapper.
But once
    you were in my hands,
         two cups of flesh
pooling your small finned body.
    What am I
         to make of the way
you stayed still,
    let me stroke you?
         You let yourself be
in the shadow
    of my bobbing body,
         beneath my chest, within hands
held loosely
    in the posture of prayer.
         I gave you room to slip away,
my fingerbones spread and rounded,
    a leaky bathysphere.
         You stayed. Each time
I stretched my arms out front like an arrow
    and stroked, pushing water
         to propel my body to shore,
I lowered my chin,
    expecting to find you
         gone, startled, washed away.
You stayed,
    a constant yellow flame
         flickering at my heart.
I want to think
    it was kinship kept you with me
         from the reef a hundred feet out
all the way to the glittering white beach–
    that held you to my leviathan body,
         snorkeled and alien–and not
some inkling that plankton
    mght spill from my mouth.
         At the limit of your world,
I sat in two inches of warm, salty blue,
    ran a finger the length of you
         for goodbye,
and stepped back onto my dry world–
    white, hot sand
         that took the imprint of my foot.
I want to think
    you would remember me
         if I returned to your water,
that you would find me
    again
         as you did that day.
                    Â



November 10th, 2008 at 12:17 pm
April, Very sweet. Brings back memories. Thanks, Todd
November 10th, 2008 at 8:02 pm
A very colorful, beautiful, sensual, satisfying poem. Jan, you are a gifted poet. Thank you and April for sharing this poem, this experience.
November 11th, 2008 at 7:51 am
Heart warming! Unlikely friendships like this always bring me back to the connections between us all.
November 11th, 2008 at 8:07 am
I just had another reminder of how connected we all are–I saw some photos of a chimp with a couple of baby tigers. What struck me most were the expressions on the chimp’s face–the delight at these cute little cubs, the pleasure in playing with them. I saw in that chimp’s face any human parent enjoying a little child. We humans and chimps aren’t really very different. We’re truly kin.